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# szegek
# 18 yrs old
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:: My expected GPA ::
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:: Alicia ::
:: Daniel ::
:: Jiingho ::
:: Jiawei ::
:: Limei ::
:: Suping ::
:: Shimin ::
:: Xueli ::
:: Yaqing ::
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:: your link ::
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hua ze lei...suddenly I am motivated not to give up. I guess I am having split personality(got it from alicia) LOL
Its thursday!! 3 long hours of lecture followed by tutorials. MOB exam is just less than 2 weeks away!! 9 chapters! there is still crs test coming up... Everything simply packed during these few weeks. Today i kind of emo during break time because seriously I am pissed off by ITAB. sorry girls for my cold attitude towards you guys. Today is such a lucky day for alicia I must say! Her red guy!! Now I agree that he's really shuai ... Think even more shuai than hua ze lei. Not fair!! dao ming si more shuai than hua ze lei~~hahas. Good luck alicia! go for it=)
HOpe all my friends around me do well for the coming end of year exam(including me *aherm*) jiayou everyone!!!
On my way home after GEMS i think I walked past hua ze lei directly. I can't be 100% sure its him because at that time my mind is somewhere else and as I walked and recalled the image is blured. I think 80% its him because I can't probably recognised wrongly. It's coincidence again hahaha! I think he attempt to smile to me but ...... shall not elaborate^^
I don't think I am suitable for hua ze lei. I think I am prepared to give up anytime. Maybe my wang zi was never meant to be him from the start. I believe the right one is still looking for me.
Misinterpretation end up with nothing. I misinterpreted.
Though its the first day of new year but nothing interesting happen. Everything just take place for the sake of a routine. As usual I visted my relatives, watched television programme and chatted with my aunt. But I love meeting up with some of my cousins, catching up with them etc. However most of us were too shy to engage in a conversation, time drifted us apart i should say. After all I was still bugged by the projects and exams that are coming up and due. I got affected by these though I've said I will have lotsa fun. Work has to be done of course.
An hour more to moo moo year!! I hope in this cow year the economic can enter the recovery phase. Government spending increased and tax is reduced hope this economic recession will be over very soon so as to increase the standard of living of we people. So what's my cow year's resolution??
i am so exhausted today after doing the chinese new year shopping. Overall its really fun and I enjoy going out with mt family=D It has been a long time since we have a family bonding. Though there's some argument here and there but we always end up laughing. I truly cherish my family time!!
Damn that uncle again!!! Caused me to get an earful from my father just because I am not at home. Here goes...
Half an hour more before i make my way to Qifa. What a rushing day! On my way back home today, I did lots of reflection again. I recalled every thing that I can remembered. I have been kinda moody recently and it could be due to the stress coming from the various projects. I always find myself worn out at the end of the day without doing any revision or homework. I wasted a lot of time indeed. I wanted to apologise to xueli because of all the last minute changes,in the end it added up to your workload. really sorry..
Today my ITAB is much better. I believe as long as I persist on, nothing is impossible! In the morning as i was on my way to school I met Xueli which really brigtens up my day!!=D The projects will drag till next week perhaps. Today Zixin was so high! Is it because of her mentoring shirt? Okay there is no link in these two variables. LOL anyway I am almost done with my ITAB part, as for IDEAS those people still drag on. It doesn't mean that people have all the time in the world like you to waste. What for waste our time? Shouldn't we try to increase our pace and finish everything by this week? I guess I won't let these projects ruin my festive mood. I am not gonna care anymore. I should say today crs wasn't as fun though. I thought limei had done a pretty good job in her presentation=D Anyway everyone done well for crs as a whole thats what i think=)
I am so helpless so lost.. What can I do? I am really so stress until i am on a verge of tears now. I really don't know how to contribute.. what to contribute? I am really so sleepy after staring at the computer screen for hours and hours. I hate microsoft frontpage to the core i am serious... I'd rather set up blog than whatever website. Dumb szegek!!
I am pissed off with ITAB!!! I create such nice page but when i include the code for the flying image everything just disappear!!! I did save! But it just disappear and when i tried to retreive the file the whole frontpage screen was blank! Really blank!! I want to cry seriously!!! Why does the technology goes against me at this time? I am really very tired very sleepy but i finally create a page that is so nice but now it's all gone!! I want to have a "projectless" chinese new year but it seems that its impossible with all these obstacles. At this moment I feel really like an idiot!! DUMB ITAB !!!! I am so helpless~~
I really dont know what to do (what to do)
I am rushing ITAB again!!! The web is making me pissed off, really pissed off. I rather have test on ITAB then do this stupid project. We have collected too much information on our products! LOL thanks to alicia and me^^ The trip down to the boutique is really beneficial as we got the photos needed, we learnt a lot from the retailer and we were given samples of their products! I think it was fruitful trip^^ I hope our efforts will not go down to the drain.
what is today?! lucky or unlucky? Oh my! I am so dumb! i shall not elaborate... Overall its perfect till that stupid strip guy appear! Its totally my dream okay... I swear i'll always remb today!!
Today lecture so a pure coincidence! Xiao T sat very near to me,there were no other people in between us. I can just take one glance at him easily! Seriously it was all a coincidence! I enjoy today's lecture!! Hmm he is really popular with girls. The number of girls approaching him is like so many!! Never mind I am leaving to fate^^ Oh my! I have not done my economics! I am stuck totally because I don't understand... Help Mrs Ng!!! There are so many smart people around which mean the competition to get into uni is really tough! Gosh!
Today's mentoring session wasn't as bad as i thought. But i was very disappointed with MOB. A lot of things had to be done this and next week. I am really very stress by all the projects and reports. They just keep piling up uncontrollably. I cannot even spare some time for revision. I wondered how would I perform during the year end exam if this vicious cycle keep continuing. Seriously I am a bit pissed off by IDEAS and ITAB. These two projects are the most redundant. Everything due near Chinese New Year. Weren't CNY supposed to be good? But due to the projects it makes CNY so scary because the nearer CNY is the closer we are to the deadline of the submission of our reports. What a busy and stressful term indeed. Its 9.07pm and I am really tired after a long day. Yet there are reports waiting to be completed.
Damn that uncle! the moment he came to my house he started criticizing that my house is like a rubbish place. So what? Though his house his so clean and neat but everytime i step into his house my hair will stand on ends ... Please mind your own business~ I was so rude to him just now because he is an eyesore to me wth!! he is a man and yet goes around gossiping behind people's back, which makes me wonder if he is really a man. Okay enough of him, stupid guy ruins my day!
I have been kinda slacking though the exams are really near. I think I don't want to compare with xiao T(As througout for mst><) I just do my very best and most importantly enjoy myself!! Stressed up~
Today I went back to my secondary school to play netball with my juniors. Its really tiring because it has been a long long time since I last exercised. Luckily I still can hold on for two quarters of game but for the third quarter I stepped out to become the umpire because my asthma seems to be acting up again I don't want to push myself so hard. If today xueli and karin and all my netball teamates were here we would have had a good time.I am not as fit as I used to be anymore and I feel so useless and helpless sometimes. If we had a chance to play as a team I am afraid I would disappoint them. Now my body is aching all over... the results of not exercing on a regular basis LOL
Earlier on I was chatting with alicia and I told her about the mentoring thing. I was so touched by the words she said, she told me if i quit she'll quit with me. Really thanks a lot alicia you are really my good buddy but u don't have to because you've joined for quite a while and you are in the committee already so I think you will incur a big opportunity cost if you quit with me. I will feel very bad if you quit because of me. Anyway I will try Qifa maybe it isn't as bad as i thought. Be optimistic!! =D
Wth I am not allow to change other than going to Qifa!!! I am really so angry. If i had known I will not join mentoring. So mucg projects and homework due near the chinese new year... Sighs
After looking at all the things that had happened and I linked them up. Something seems to be going wrong. And I think my instinct is gonna be right this time. Okay if it really happens, I will not comment on anything or whatsoever because when the time comes I won't know how will I react.
Today everything went quite smoothly for the GEMs presentation. Though its quite last minute. I've gotten my MOB results and POA. MOB was so disappointing but POA its still okay. During GEMS i received zixin's message telling me something. OMG xiao t is everywhere, he appear everywhere. I think he'll be very famous and popular among girls especially in time to come. Okay never mind=) Now all that matter is people around me and my studies. This Satuarday I might be going back to my secondary school to play netball! I am quite excited! Today while going home with xueli and mei ping we saw weimin! I was so elated to see her^^ I am so tired after school every day. Workload is becoming heavier.... Pray that zixin alicia and my friends in other courses and me will get good results together and enjoy together! lets mug hard^^
Here are the projects to be done...
All due within the 5 weeks. Gosh all clash!
This term is really gonna be so pack and stress for us with those upcoming projects and exams. Presentations and reports and the dumb Qifa cca thing. It's just too pack and short term. I think we will be rushing our projects like mad. Chinese New year is not the time to enjoy either. What a year!! Its the first time that I need to rush work and studies during Chinese New year.
I think he's giving cold shoulder. Okay relationship problems only give headaches to people so I shouldn't get myself involve in such things.I hope I don't have thoughts on relationship just purely friends family and studies that would be sufficient. Life is much simplier without this component and well wouldn't be complete either, ironically. Its good being young because their minds are pure and innocence.
Afterall all that matter now is studies. I think I am numb but I cannot figure out what cause the numbness,maybe is his cold attitude or whatever I am not in the mood to think about it now. Something is amiss. It doesn't feel right thats all..
Today school was typical,nothing ordinary just that I have a feeling that xiao t dislike me. Okay never mind that's only my guess. On my way home today, the train was so packed! then when I reached the North-East line a group of old ladies entered and there's an american who gave up his seat to one old lady which was so nice of him. I thought he was being gentleman. There was another guy sitting at the two-seated seat and he occupied both seats by putting his bag on the other. I thought it was so impolite and selfish of him. Does this show the difference between a Singaporean and Foreigner?
My pet pet in the pet society is feeling sleepy!! same as what i am feeling now.. haha
Happy 2009 once again!At twelve last night after the countdown I made 3 wishes and they are my new year resolutions! Finally I decided on my new year resolution so its time to start working on them=D Today i met Xueli to discuss our GEMs project and we took about 3 hours to finish everything! We had breakfast together too! I enjoy working with xueli and time passes very quickly for us. I have learnt something on the powerpoint feature. This week we never get back any of our mst paper,but I hope i can do well for all of them because the results really mean a lot to me.
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