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# szegek
# 18 yrs old
loves
# Netball
# peace
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wishlist
:: nothing ::
:: My expected GPA ::
:: My happiness ::
:: My love ::
fellow keepers
:: Alicia ::
:: Daniel ::
:: Jiingho ::
:: Jiawei ::
:: Limei ::
:: Suping ::
:: Shimin ::
:: Xueli ::
:: Yaqing ::
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:: blogskins ::
:: hotmail ::
:: your link ::
:: your link ::
:: your link ::
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credits
:: xiaoyu ::
:: jimmy liao ::
Since mt work started I am all shagged from top to bottom :( Because of this job I suffer unnecessary stress which is so irritating.I shouldn't suffer work-stress since its just a holiday job..My WHOLE purpose is to earn money right? Who cares if the sales are good or not so long as I get paid,furthermore no commission,so it will be dumb to worry about those stressful sales target.
I am back!! So ya I have sorted everything and I am ready to go!:) Looking forward to working with xueli at Bishan:) I took a glance of the T-shirt and products this year,what I can say is its so so so much better than last year! I hope I did not see the wrong store opps LOL.. have fun guys,see you all after this holiday!!
Really wanted to apologise to Alicia.Sorry girl, I didn't mean to reject your invitation but I just don't wanna let my mood affect you.I am still in the process of sorting things out and I promised I'll become the szegek you used to know.. Sorry to whoever cares about me,I am not as strong as I thought I am actually..I need to be alone because I am so afraid I might breakdown if I saw anyone of you so its best to leave me alone for the time being,thanks for being here for me,I really appreciate it..Really~
No matter what its over and done with.Two words to describe my situation "GAME OVER".I come to face with the truth,of all days I chose to dashed all my hopes tonight.Once and for all... So girl,blame it on your luck blame it on whatever because its all past from the moment you know the truth you know it's game over for you girl.I won't shed a single tear over this,I am so not comparable to her.Its all destined isn't it? Once I made up my mind to ask him those question i should have prepared myself mentally,well I guess I did.Upon knowing the answers to my doubts I feel lighter,I guess I am not in the mood or whatsoever to feel what I supposed to have felt. Have I grown stronger? Or it it that my heart has become immune to pain? Oh that would certainly be good news for me:) Can you imagine,no pain just numb and soon it'll all be gone. Today 14/sept/2009 1;09 Szegek decided to give up,I hope she'll be able to move on with her life. It has all been arranged.I really feel that heaven is making fun of me making a fool out of me.Seriously came to think about it I am so bloody dumb ok!! Who do I think I am? Girl,learn from this incident... Earth wouldn't stop spinning for you,the world doesn't only revolves around you,no matter what you do how hard you tried somethings just doesn't meant to be yours,they just come round to confuse you and they'll slip by you soon. I guess what I've wrote doesn't link up but they just came to my mind and I am just randomly typing out what pops in my mind right now.I just wanna keep on typing and typing for no reason. Its okay to let go,tomorrow when you wake up,its a fresh new day and for all I know something nice might come knocking on my door. I am so gonna stay positive towards life,thats the only solution to happiness instead of being bogged down by this. I will not stop taking the happiness I deserve and I don't wanna let anyone or anything to hinder my way.Time to grow up girl,the previous posts of mine will only be a past tense like what my blog address says. I don't need any sympathy or anything,I just need the time to fade my memories of you thats all. Szegek will continue her life:)
Its Sunday!! Spring Cleaning part two LOLs. Its all problems arising,I hate it! Nothing interesting gonna happen I presume. Went out ytd to Toa Payoh with my mum and sis.I bought 2 tops at Hang ten which I simply love:D Finally I got something which cheers me up! Thinking of getting my hair dyed this holiday,should I?! Well I should try for a change? What if it turns out to be for the worst? Anyway I am so gonna try no matter what..
You don't have to give names behind ppl's back,if you're innocent why such big reaction?Why can't you just defend yourself? There's only one conclusion, that is you simply can't find anything to justify yourself!! I don't wanna be the stirrer so I rather remain silent. Silence helps to prevent further conflict I suppose.I just have to keep it to myself,go girl stay strong!! Problems,troubles all part and parcel of growing up,I will deal with them one at a time.
Whats up for me tmr? Netball in the morning with my dearest team mates followed by second round of spring cleaning of the room:) Okay tomorrow's programmes settled!!:) Cool huh?! Well finally having sometime for myself,some peace of my own,free from the usual bugging issues..yay! Freedom,space maybe thats what I really need now to really sort out my thoughts and think through things... Enjoy guys!^^
Have been a long time since I last catch up with my secondary school friends.No doubt they've changed but chatting with them brought lots of memories irregardless of good or bad since it had all been a past. Lotsa happy moments played a flashback in my mind, I smiled and was really glad that I've known them.In some way or the other they've helped me to grow up,in some ways they've aided me while in others they had hurt me too,who cares that's all past why brought it up again when it will only brings unhappiness. Anyway,chatting with them was the last thing that I've thought of this holiday but who knows? I suddenly have the urge to find out how they are doing,glad to know they are pursuing what they want and are doing well certainly. We've all matured to become young thinking adults, I am sure our teachers would be proud of us! we certainly have come a long way but must always remember that what really matters are family and good relationship with one another.Hope you guys will do well in whatever you do.
No programmes up for me tomorrow,shall take this time to really rest well since its rare to have such chances enjoy doing things you like without having to worry about school work or anything else right?Tomorrow shall be a day off for szegek! Wish I could confide to you~~
My holiday began with meeting alicia and watching X-men at the colours zone. A really bad news today,must have been saddening for you.I regret telling you what I saw,I realized I am so dumb.Never thought that it will hurt you.So sorry~ Anyway No FSC how good!:) Since its the official start to my holidays shall start some window shopping as well and hopefully something might happen during one of the days in the holidays?^^ Was reading through Teenage magazine,so boring... Good things comes for people who waits thats what I always tell myself..
End of exams.Its like finally end!! Today Cost accounting was such a killer paper!! Don't feel like mentioning about it.. Anyway need to have a holiday plan asap.Since I am not starting work so early,I better make sure I make full use of this holidays:) Still need to go FSC tomorrow-.-""
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